0x0000

  gosling digital
  by 0x0000, fall 2008

     tea and toast

    to calm the nausea i feel now
    whenever i think of you

    smoked the last half-gram
    of the buddha-haid

    it's coming to endings, now
    as the weather warms

    towards the spring thaw
    the chill sinks into me

     ok

    we swirled together
    like sparks from a bonfire
    into the night sky

     scandalous ten

    the wind is bitter
    over the green grass
    wash of frozen water ice
    ink scratches the horizon

     sleeping with a ghost dog

    no one believes it
    is the only clear message
    so far

    extreme measures are being undertaken
    full exposure to systemic toxins is assured
    and i've forgotten and forgotten and forgotten

    here scratching at the clockwork gears with
    points and chalks - count the rotations
    how many times now has it turned?

    a sliding window of opportunity
    for you to implant your memes
    exists n-fold of precious metals
    or some fused minerals cut fine

    i cannot appear to you in my true form
    for it is ever-changing - mercurial
    hated word for pain this brings me

    i would give myself to you
    you know i would

     im channel crosstalk xlat

    scuttlebutt sez
    yer either une jon dom or tres sly y muy discre
    comprishe?
    it doesn't matter
    you came on to me

    i might be crazy, but i'm not stupid
    all i did was answer a few questions
    recuse, is my current advise
    u r judging me or

     devastating effect

    let me put you in a swanky black dress
    and a pair of glitter heels

    take you downtown
    saturday night

    broken hearts and dreams
    will litter your path
    and
    i want video rights

     summary tattoo

    summary tattoo
    2008.02.20:13.57.02

    i'm keeping it for my self'sake
    a'i'm getting tattoo'd w/ peace signs
    the opposite of tears
    one for each life i've made
    or made new
    direct act of creation
    or improvised act of salvation
    the first three
    and the last two
    are for my own
    and more scatter'd like stars

    and so more code climbs the
    chain of command
    and

    you judged me '
    summarily
    standing there
    dismissed me
    w/ your first words

    [again]

    that sort of thing makes it
    really hard to get to know you

     darken fibre command

    so now
    i'm a registered psychopath
    and a practical whiz at math

    giq d

    how far
    many down
    entry cake
    video bahn

    got it

    like an aliased vr celluloid slo mo
    i am watching


     falling the endless fall

    and it's spring again
    part of the endless cycle of
    death and rebirth
    i went there
    i'm still there

    i am the tree that gives you shade
    i am the herb that gets you high
    i am the spirit that still follows you
    howling and crying - calling you home

    i am the golden one
    steeped in blood and death
    pressed by the faces of the dead
    i am the currency you're spending
    you buy your life with me

     mother earth

    my crops are dying, biatch, and
    it's all your fault

     trans code fail

    no, i'm not so sure as
    you seem to imagine
    positive integers trail off into infinity like
    some kind of sick joke
    rumors of conspiracy thicken
    icognito telepaths working
    the edges of the crowd
    the boundaries

    are you having your way?
    are you running the ridges?
    i caught you silver-handed
    ethereal digits knuckle-deep
    in my fore-brain
    a pink flush washing thoughts
    through your seive

     meat sex

    it's all about addiction

    chattel only in exchange for meat sex
    not for money or drugs or weapons or favor
    or even bitwidth

    not i am

     gosling digital

    edamn yer apollonian apocalypse seen Re8 swit, bozo

    do i make you -
    do i make you work too hard?
    do you know -
    do you know me wellenuff justu?

    was that a qua ter ayn?
    hello gosling digital
    you don't
    you don't know
    you don't know me
    at all?

    why are you in my space, then, dot com?
    foygress hallaratcha fireslow sixtex...

    can you feel the beating of my heart, yet?
    or is it just me?

     corningwall

    there.

    Are you happy now?
    I never had anything you wanted to begin with.

    have you found yourself?
    do you know who you are?
    to me?

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